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..to my blog, where I post my thoughts, comments, opinions, and a little bit of sugar, spice, and everything nice :) If you disagree with anything I say, you can either keep it to yourself, or press the [x] button located at the top-right corner of your dear browser. Enjoy your stay and come again!

Layyie

Yay! SweetS! It's a new layyie for the new year. Haha! This is a summer lay-out actually, but I couldn't wait to put it up. Ain't it just luvly? :) No stealing! It took me at least 6 hours to finish it! Well anyway, enjoy~! ^_^

Me

Who the heck runs this blog, you ask? It's me, Patricia, a.k.a. Yuki(or snowflake, Kumiko, Shouko, Aria..take your pick). A Pinay who has been breathing for 12 years already since I came out on 01-18-94. Careless, clumsy, but I do have common sense. Respectful and polite, but make me mad and we shall have war >:) Anime lover(duh), and yes, I love snow. Smart, weird, creative, cool, quiet, noisy, or in short, just plain human. Welcome to my world.

Friends

x. Ali
x. Ain
x. Tohru
x. Mamaru
x. Jolene
x. Kira Yamato
x. Ygraine
x. Coleen
x. Ryua
x. Ayashi
x. Na-chan
x. AJ
x. Jocelyn
x. Bels
x. Tomoe
x. Kyu
x. HanMae
x. Jellie
x. Cherry
x. Mint
x. Kumiko Asuka
x. Kimi
x. Kiara
x. 24 Wishes(music blog)
x. Nagi
x. Dei-chan
x. Karen
x. Hyrokkin
x. Hero Tsukimoto
x. Marose
x. Rose
x. Cnaj
x. My live journal(NOT YET DONE//do not visit just yet..)
x. Chris
x. Fiel
x. Aya
x. Musikera
x. Mikmik
x. Textmates
x. Niknok
x. Arianne
x. Roxanne
x. Nox
x. Rozeh
x. Terrorism Israel(someone e-mailed me this link and I decided to check it out..anyway try to look at it. I translated it at Google though I don't understand much of what was written..)


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MP3 of the month: Rainbow by South Border..mellow song with acoustic beats in the background..&download

My japanese name is 猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
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Credit

[Mienai Tsubasa][Yuki]

Friday, January 12, 2007

[listening to: Aice5 - Love Power, SweetS - Love * Raspberry Juice]

------> this is not meant to hurt those who hurt me, but just to voice out how I feel right now.. <-------

I feel a bit depressed today. Not just because of the horribly stressful day I just had, but because of a stupid thing we call Crab Mentality, and another thing we call insulting-people-just-because-they're-different.

It just sucks. Just because me and my group of friends aren't excactly average(like we have our own style of jokes which others would call "corny", and different interests among the others which they would call "weird") doesn't give 'em the right to yell out the ever-irritating "Ang corny nyo(you guys are so corny)" in this snottish tone. We're just laughing out to ourselves, you know. If you don't find it funny, don't laugh. But don't call us corny. We weren't even disturbing ya.

And a friend of mine has been commenting on me being..I don't want to tell you what it is, actually - it's just a general bad term. But she said she just wants to help me..I don't know, though..I have been told to "be myself" since I was in Grade 4, and that "true friends will accept you for who you are - it's no use living a lie". But then again, there's also a saying that true friends will do anything to bring out the best in you. I don't know what to do. Should I follow her advice(which may cause me to change) or continue being what I am now? Her comment on me destroyed my day, actually. I don't know. Maybe I don't fit in this little world we call School. I'm different. I grew up in a different world. I'm not cut out to be like the others. Sometimes I even feel like I don't want to talk anymore because these really nasty comments float out of nowhere and no matter how much I try to ignore them, they keep affecting me. I wish I was in a world where I could be accepted, no matter how "weird" I was. But in this place I'm in, they want everyone to be just like everyone else for some reason. I don't really know why. What's wrong with being different?

I feel sick. If this goes on, I'll defenitely transfer to PHSA. But they haven't even announced who passed yet. So I'll keep praying. But then again, I can't survive w/o my dad..